Thursday, December 31, 2009

My new years post.

Hi. Im in a hurry. I have to study. I really do. I want to do good in the bio test tomorrow. I actually know that chapter. The whole, translation stuff. I know it. Anyway. The funny thing is that. I've bee feeling so weird today. I felt as if i had had a jug of coffee or something, when i really hadn't. So what did i do? I thought i'd go have real coffee, which would kidna you know, trump the effect of the phantom coffee. Makes sense? To me it did. So now im on coffee. And im all in a hurry and weird. Im SO sensitive to caffiene. I think i spelled caffiene wrong. Lol. Whatever.
So, omG, gone. 2009 is gone. So fast, no? It just flew by. I hate the lame New years forwarded text messages. OmG, they suck right? They so do! Im just going to wish new years to some friends. Not all. Lol. Aaah. Please God, give me a nice new year. I didn't like 09 so much. Well, i mean. I learned things. I really did. But, i mean. I want a better year next time. Okay? Please. Thankyou. You're the best.
Okay. i don't feel the excitement btw. Of a new year that is. I mean. Today is Thursday, and tomorrow is Friday. So. I dont feel big. Like. OmG a big change is coming. No i don't feel that at all. But okay, ill just sit down at night and think about stuff. Im not going to make a new years resolution. I never take it seriously. So no. Its almost ten and ive got TONS of stuff to do. Recently, i've started taking everything more importantly than studies. I do everytihng, except study. I really should study you know. This is my year. haha MY year. Ooooh. Haha. Exciting. Its not my year. I mean. Every year is MY year cuz its MY life. Isn't it? Lol. Okay omG didn't i say i was in a hurry? I AM IN A HURRY OKAY? OMG OMG BIO. Btw how lame is this? Its the so called New years night or whatever and im bio-ing. =\ No its okay.
Okay. Bye. New years to everyone. Goodluck! =]


Today's the last day of 2009. Special day. Not really, but still. 2010 starts tomorrow. I thought i'd write a nice long post today. But i cant think of anything (as usual), so i'm going to do the tag thing that *Shreya* tagged me in. :D Its nice, and its long. SO, lalalaa, here goes:

1. What is your current obsession?
My new cellphone, 5730 Nokia. <3

2. What are you wearing today?
Eee, Grey socks, black Pjs, a pink shirt and a red shirt, and a grey sweater. =p

3. What’s for dinner/lunch?
Fried fish. Yum, but im not going to eat it, im having coffee instead.

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
My cellphone? But, i didn't pay for it, my dad did o.O So i don't think it counts. Erm, I bought a sweater for my friend recently!

5. What are you listening to right now?
Trading yesterday - Shattered. Sad song.

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
I love her blog, and she often comments on mine which i love too xD Yay!

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
I don't really know. =\ Really.

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
I dont have any must have pieces for summer =p

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Paris. =]

10. Which language do you want to learn?
Arabic, Spanish.

11. What’s your favourite quote?
I like quotations. =p Erm, i can think of two right now that i love.
"What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" - Friedrich Nietzsche
"To begin, begin" - Wordsworth.

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
My friends. Z, H, Sd, and M. Right now =[ !

13. What is your favourite colour?
Grey. Black. I like pink in combo with them too.

14. Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
- I dont put too much stuff on my face and that works for me. And thats about it =p

15. What is your dream job?
Weeee. For a couple of years, i want to stupid job with alot of research, paper work and crazy hours. When i get that out of my system, i want to start social work. All kinds of it. Visit places, and give burgers to little children and teach them stuff and make houses for cute old people. Aww. Yeah, all that please.

16. What’s your favorite magazine?
I dont read magazines. =\

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
I'd get presents for all the people i owe them to =p
[s1, don't you give me that stupid look! x[ ]

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
A tiara, unless you're a princess. [disturbing image of girl at college welcome party comes to mind =s]

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Bluekh. I cant think of.

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Sharp pointy ones :D

21. What are you going to do after this?
Study =\ *puke puke*

22. What are your favourite movies?
How do i answer this one? =\ Erm okay ill copy paste some from my facebook profile info thingy so you get the idea. =p 'Lotr, Pirates of the Caribbean 123, The Illusionist, the prestige, 300, Sweeney Todd, Gladiator, Speak, Into the wild, Blood diamond, the schindlers list, Gone with the wind, a beautiful mind, Titanic' etc etc. Oh, and freaky friday, cuz it has so many memories. Aww .

23. What inspires you?
Everything. Seriously. Seriously. No kidding. I just look around, and thats all it takes. Seriously. Im easily inspired =p

24. What do your friends call you most commonly?
By by name. I hate nicknames =p

25. Would you prefer coffee or tea?
Coffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffee. *slurp*

26. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
Aaarrmm, erm , umm. Depends on the level of depress-ness. I listen to songs, text Wh, roam around, sleep, and have random convo's with God. <3

27. What makes you go wild?
Coffee. Totally.

28. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
Oo, i love reading random blogs. The ones im following, i love love!

29. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
No favourite. But im craving for a freaking cheesecake since a month now :@ and OMG i want it! >.<

30. How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
Facebook, Blogger: Dashboard =p, Listverse, google. --> that about all there is to my life. Pff. =\

31. Favorite Season?
Winter :D OMG.

32. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
I won't. We'll order in. Okay? =]

33. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
Ignore them, avoid them, and be secretly amused at how much it pisses them off. =]

34. What are you afraid of the most?
Cockroaches, loss, change.

35. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I dont remember. =\ Probably something about my hair. Shallow much? No. Whatev.

36. What brings a smile on your face instantly?
Oo, all sorts of things. Random things. Teetee (my baby cousin), new stationery, my parents being cute, tasty food, rain, compliments, observing people.

37. A word that you say a lot?
there are soo many. - Omg, totally, lame, whatev, just, argh.

- Tadaaa. Im done. Blah. Whatever. People, do read it and comment. I love comments. I do. =>

P.s. I tag EVERYONE. Seriously!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

so cold.

Hi. I'm freezing. It was SO cold in college today. Cruel, almost. Im home now and under thick layers of blanket but it ain't really helping. Aaa, my feet are numb. Anyway. Im going to sleep now. Got a test tomorrow..again. Grrr. Ok ok whatev. Ta.
More updates later.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Back home.

Im back home. After 4 days of fun. Its still fun though. Me, s1 and s2 watched movies yesterday. We watched ‘Knowing’ last night. Bleh. Going to watch ‘Face off’ today. Yes, i haven’t seen it yet. But im going to. So, good.

I was thinking last night how big and random the world is. I mean. Right now. Im sitting, and i can’t find my socks. In some other part of the world, someones getting married. Some cheetah is tearing up a zebra. Someone just got hit by a car and is lying on the road bleeding. Someone got a surprise present. Somebody took his\her last breath, and somebody else took his\her first! =\ And i’m sitting here, thinking where the hell did my socks go? Random. I love it how we’re so little. All about little things. Little-ness. Cute word, little. Little little little little. Looks weird now. Little. Lol. Blah.

Sometimes i hate my blog. I love it but i also hate it many times. Because, it has no flow. I write random crap off and on. Nothing that really makes sense. Nothing meaningful either. I don’t write. As in write write. I’d like to write sometime. Really.

S1 said i really need some anger management. Me! Seriously. Behavioral changes. Ooo. But i guess thats interesting. Lettuce see. S2’s going to visit an old friend today. I slept so much. Its really really cold. And one sleeps more when its really really cold. The world is so weird. People are so random. I like that. But people are so weird. Pfff. I hate the drama though.

Ok enough of the randomness. Whatever, you know. I love daydreaming. So what?

Friday, December 25, 2009

red and black awesomeness.

So. My new cellphone is finally here. In my hands. My life is complete. I love it. Its my wittle babie. I'm going to be so careful with it. Babie-ness. Now that i finally have a phone with wifi, i'm going to blog more often about lame stuff. Right from here. Yes yes. Aww. I love it. Anyway, this post is supposed to be short. So, whatever. I'm having fun here. Feels good to be far away from the miserable deadness and collegeness. I think i'm good at pictionary. Not awesome (yet) but good. Lol. Going to watch new moon today on the insistence of s1 and s2. Ive already seen it in a cra-

(something went so wrong with blogger, that i couldn't continue that yesterday). Anyway. Now that i'm up, and have nothing more interesting than packing to do, i thought i'd complete this. Well, im sad that im going home already. I.Dont.Want. Awww, i had so much fun these last two days. Im happy. Yet sad. Im a sad little angry person nowadays. I don't like this person. Old me, come back!

Bah, ill write in more crap later. Right now, im going to fill up my cellphone with lots of nicey stuff for the billion hour journey back home. (totally exaggerating, with the billion hour thing). So. Whatever.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

To yay or not to yay.

Going to lahore tomorrow! Yay. Getting my new cellphone tomorrow. Yay. Holidays start from tomorrow. Yay. Physics test tomorrow. No yay. Angry at college. No yay. Yummy 7 layered paratha. Double Yay. Going to sleep soon. Yay. Having to bring my blanket from the other room. No yay. Got nothing to write. No yay. Staring at my monitor with an angry head. No yay. God. YAY.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

i cant think of a title. please.

Why is it that i’m soo angry nowadays. Grrrrr! I am. Is it okay if i hate everything and everyone? Is it? Does that mean i’m evil. No it doesn’t. Pff. Im a crazy taxi. Beep beep!

Well, i wore my pink and grey shoe\socks thingies today. Well. The truth is, i took its pictures but no matter what i did, they just won’t look pretty =\ They look like weird big gigantic whatevs. S1 said they look like tanks. Tanks? Sad. Anyway. Check out the pics.






Urgh.. I want to write there in that space above ^^. To the right of the pics. But somehow i can’t. Hmph. Now it all looks so irregular. Blekh. Anyway. Naa naaa. nanana. I enjoyed doing salt analysis in chem lab today. The salt turned out to be Cadmium Nitrate. It was fun. I miss my novel. I miss Marian Halcombe’s diaries. =\ . I want to start another novel but then i won’t be able to put it down. And i don’t want that to happen. =[ My exams are next month. OmG tests starting again from monday. Unfair! UNFAIR! :S Pelaze, no!

Interesting discovery:  Turritopsis nutricula is a kind of jellyfish that is biologically immortal. Awesome? I know.

I like the term ‘viral marketing’ . =] Dont you?

I have ten followers now. YAY. *teary happy parent smile* for bloggy.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Ze End.

I finished my NOVEL! Finally! Yay!
I like happy endings. I get annoyed when i don't get one.
571 pages. 15 days. Good?
Book's called 'The Woman in White' by Wilkie Collins.
I borrowed it from my college library. 
It was last issued in '99.
I came to its rescue ten years later.
Im awesome? Yes.
I took its pictures.
I can get on with my life now.


I want to write something here just to fill this space up. =] What should i write? Long college work to do. Its 12.01 am and i’ll start now. Okay? Okay!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Dentist, nail polish, dreams.

I dont hate my dentist so much today. She was nice. And she gave me hope about taking off my godforsaken braces soon. Yay. A little more than a month now i think. Or maybe two months? Well, i could wait that long. Its okay. Aww. Anyway. After the dentists, S1 took me to shopping. She had to get some things. Somethings = make up stuff. As in. Nail polish and an anti-frizz whatever. Well, we went there and she tried lots of nail polish samples on her Nail. And then she didn’t want to mess up her nails so she tried two colours on my nails which was so sweet of her. *Smiles sweetly yet sarcastically*. After choosing the colours, she asked me a gazillion times if she had chosen the right ones. And then a gazillion times more. Multiplied by a weird-zillian raised to the power of some more zillions. =\ (Okay thats lame and doesn’t make sense). Anyway. I myself, just bought some junk food. Nimco and all. Came back home.

Im cold. Heehee.

I have college work to do. Oh. I have something interesting to tell. Well. Yesterday i had two dreams. One was about college closing for winter vacations and muharram holidays etc. In the other one, i had a surprise-ish birthday. Okay. Today i had two dreams too. Both were about the same things too. College and surprise birthday. It was just that the setting was different. And some other things. o.O I think its interesting. Isn’t it? Bluekh.

Coffee and Novel are waiting fo meh. ^.^ (and homework :S).

I downloaded Public Enemies. Lalallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I don’t feel like blogging at all. So i am going to write about not wanting to write anything. I don’t want to write about anything. Its because i don’t have anything to write about. I mean,i do. But i don’t want to write it all out here. =\ Ill just try writing randomness.

So, alright. Erm. What happened today. Well i woke up, took a shower, went to college early. Accidentally hit a bicycle guy while getting out of the car. =\ Frowned. Entered college. Blah blah. Blah some more. Got off ten minutes early. Read my novel in the car. Got home. Had food. Slept. Slept some more. Had weird dreams. Woke up. Slept some more. Woke up again. Skyped with Cat. Went down. Sat with parents, talked. Talked some more. Laughed. Laughed some more. Convinced mom to go to Pindi on Thursday to meet Nano, and bring my cellphone on the way back. OMG. NEWNESS. OMG. Ok. Had food again. Had fish. Got full upto my throat. Opened blog to find no new comments. Got disappointed. Decided to blog some more.

I don’t feel like typing. God, i seriously don’t. Dads calling. Lets see what he has to say….

… Oh. He asked me to make him coffee. Okay. 

Sunday, December 13, 2009

x# –> Its a smiley.

Im pissed and grumpy again. Im on a roll. Anyway. I slept with two pairs of socks and it got so uncomfortably warm that i woke up soon after. And i woke up annoyed. And i hate the heater. It fits so well in the whole with-or-without-you situation. Its complicating my life. I hate people. They’re all just silly excuses. And i hate excuses, which means i hate people. All of them. And then, my scar won’t go away, it loves me so. I don’t love it. I don’t mind it really but sometimes i really do. Whatever. Don’t you piss me off. The only thing i love is the soft awesomeness of the pages of the novel i’m reading. Aaah. Its a delight turning every page. Believe. You. Me. I hate blogging about random stuff. Yes.No.Yes.No.Yes.No.

Its 12.02. Which reminds me of New Years. 2010.1010101001. eakdjasdjkasdlkas.  

Saturday, December 12, 2009

more socks.

I have a headache. Over sleeping. Anyway. I took a pic of these socks/shoes whatever. Ugly christmas colours. But whtever. They’re warm. I like. I have pink and grey ones too. Ill upload them later.

More blogness later, when i feel like it. I don’t feel like it right now.


No blog for today. Go away.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Had had had had.


So today was pathetic. Well the day ended good, but whatever. Alls not well that ends well. Well, not always. But whatever. Argh. Anyway. So i don’t have much to write here today, so i’ll just share something that i found interesting.

Okay so i found it on Listverse, which, i repeat is a website i love. Its awesome. So anyway. I found out that the following sentence:

“James while John had had had had had had had had had had had a better effect on the teacher”

- is a completely legitimate English sentence. I tried to figure it out, but for the life of me i couldn’t! All i see after reading it, are a billion pointless ‘had’s  that don’t make any sense. =\ But ofcourse they do. I haven’t wikipedia-ed or googled it yet. I don’t want to. So if anyone can figure it out, do explain. : D

Okay, so thats that.

Yay. Happy thinking!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


Today. Is/was a pretty day. Beautiful pretty amazingness. I mean, today is exactly the reason why i love winters. I mean, theraining-1res this kind of cold. The biting cold. That bites you and doesn’t let you sit still for a moment. I love it. I love the shivering and the teeth  chattering non stop. I love the icy icy freezing wind on my face in the morning. Aah i love it all. It was that kind of cold today. And to top it all off, it rained. OmG it actually did, and i was waiting and wanting for it to rain since so looong now. And it was SO beautiful. It was raining and it was freezing cold. And i mean, the roads got all wet. And then there was this autumn-y feeling to everything with the yellow pointy autumn leaves falling off half-yellow autumn trees everywhere. Aaah. I love it. I LOVE IT! Yeah, i love it too much. I mean, who says winters are sad and dull and depressing? Thats like the wrong-est thing ever. Winter, for me is such a feel good season. Like, if i’m having a bad day, hating everyone and everything and pissed/annoyed/frustrated out of my mind etc etc, and it starts to rain, ill suddenly be all peaceful and content, and at the end of the day ill say, well, you know,today was a good day. Bling!

I wish i had taken a picture though. Really =[ . But its okay. [not]. But whatever. I’ll just put up another google one, which i love. Pff.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The wanting, knowing, walnuts, etc.

I want to know everything. And by everything, i really do mean, everything. I want to be like, yeah, a know-it-all. LOL. Eeek, yeah actually i do. I want to know all about whats going on in the world. Whose doing what. Who did what. When. Where. Why. All the ‘W’s. I want to know all the history there is. And all the geography. Maps, names, dates, places. All of it. I can’t really make opinions about things until i know everything there is to it you know, all sides of it. I literally want to put my head in thick dusty books and read through them. I love books. Libraries. Google. All that.

I also wish my memory was better. Cuz well even when i read about stuff, i forget it soon afterwards. My brain leaks. Annoying aint it? I wish my brain were a sponge. So that it’d absorb and retain everything. And at the same time, i’d also be able to squeeze out all the useless info. But then, *scratches head* , i’d have to put my hand in my head.. and.. ew thats just retarded. =s

Anyway. I wonder how Mr Kim Peek feels like. Cute Mr.Kim Peek. Sharp pointy name btw. No i don’t want to be a savant. =\ No. Thats not ideal. Hmm. Maybe if i’d just eat more almonds you know. Oh and walnuts too. Walnuts btw are called the Brain food. Cuz first, it resembles the brain, in appearance, and secondly, is good for the brain. How genius is that? Lol. Cute. But walnuts are like, bitter, often. And oh, God knows how much i hate it when they put walnuts in ice creams or cookies. [reminds me of the walnut-y cookie s1 made me eat. bluekh].

ARGH. Panic attack. Last of the evil ‘grand’ tests tomorrow. Everythings left. Gotta hurry. Toodles.

Socks. Yum.

Mom brought a new pair of socks yesterday. I <3 them. They’resock cute. With bunnies on it. Here, i took a pic. My webcam takes ugly pictures btw. 

Aww such cuteness.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Coffee and yeats and keane.

Coffee makes me bite my nails. I just realized it. Anyway. Im in love with ‘A bad dream’ by Keane. The live version more, i guess. I read somewhere that the lyrics were inspired or whatever from a poem of Yeats’s. So i read the poem. And i loved that too. So im gonna post it here. It has a feeling to it. That i like.

An Irish Airman Foresees His Death

by W. B. Yeats

I know that I shall meet my fate   
Somewhere among the clouds above;
Those that I fight I do not hate
Those that I guard I do not love;
My country is Kiltartan Cross,
My countrymen Kiltartan’s poor,
No likely end could bring them loss
Or leave them happier than before.
Nor law, nor duty bade me fight,
Nor public man, nor cheering crowds,
A lonely impulse of delight
Drove to this tumult in the clouds;
I balanced all, brought all to mind,
The years to come seemed waste of breath,
A waste of breath the years behind
In balance with this life, this death.

Friday, December 4, 2009


I think i’m awesome. I just realized, that i feel so many things at one time. All the time. Like, right now? I feel happy, peaceful, angry, content, sad, impatient, and hyper.

Agree with me. Quick.

Its the coffee.

I only use clutch pencils. I use normal pencils too once in a while. But i can’'t live without a clutch pencil. My green one got lost long ago. I replaced it with the black one. That got lost too. Then i bought a pink one. That was just lousy. It broke. Then s2 gave me her blue one. Then i lost that too. *<\3* I loved that one. Now i bought another blue one. I love it. I adore it. :D

=\ . Its the coffee. My heads all like Buzzzzzzzzz. zzzzz. zzzzz. Buzzzzzz. Its the coffee. My hands are freezing, i havent turned the heater on, cuz it makes me sleepy and weird.

I feel a little weird. Anxiety. =\ Im not worried for the test tomorrow. But still. Anyway. Ill keep on writing today. Bling bling bling.


Okay i have more to write. Im on the first chapter. *omG =\* .. And im dying to get it done with. After that, ill call and wake up my friend Sd, who must be sleeping. Shes always sleeping, specially when we have a test tomorrow. Grr.

*forget about your house of cardss, and illl deal mineee* . Yay, to X for the song. =D .

Btw, i was reading other people’s blogs today. They kinda write about sensible stuff you know. About things. and Like, stuff. Mine is just like. Its not even a blog. Its like a page out of my rough notebook, where i write crap during physics class. Really. It is. Hm.. But the question is, Do. I. Care?

Pff. No.


The thiing about coffee is. It gives me bad headaches. =\ Like, right now. Im so sensitive to caffiene. Teehehehehe.


Aaah i feel good. I called Sd. I love it when we go nuts and laugh before tests. Its always fun.



“Excuse me, too busy, oh writing your tragedy
These mishaps you bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like..
So let go, jump in!
Oh well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
So let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown”

- Let go – Frou frou.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

the grandness.

Freaking ‘Grand’ test tomorrow. What kind of test is called a ‘GRAND’ test. Its just stupid. Its a stupid idea to scare people into studying for it. But not me. I won’t. Its physicks tomorrow, and i have to do four long chapters. They all have a billion formulae that look very much like each other. I can’t learn them. I can’t sit and carefully read all four chapters in one day. Rather, make it half a day. Cuz yeah, i slept after college. Im human. I need sleep! I skipped tuition to study for this stupid test. Stupid test. Stupid. And oh yeah pointless. Its pointless cuz we’re gonna have the detention exams in January anyway. So whats the point of taking big ‘grand’ tests a month earlier? I dont get it. Oh and to make things better, its gonna be in the hall. Not my classroom, where copying answers from people is much easier. IN the hall. Hmph! Oh, and how can we prepare it in one day, we ask. And they say, ‘what were the eid holidays for’. Really. I mean. Yeah. Eid holidays. Sure why not. =]

How angry i am. Im really angry. I dont like the world. Actually i do. But it just sucks so much at times. What the heck, i mean. GRAND test. What the heck. Im really sleepy alright? I’m not gonna go and make coffee for myself and force myself to stay awake for four more hours, without actually studying anything. omG i get really angry nowadays. Im SO not an angry person normally.  But nowadays, i am.

I need fresh air. I feel like ripping stuff apart. Oh yeah, i do. Not really. But that expression sounds appropriate. I want college to end already!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


So i found this on Listverse that has been my favourite website since some time now. There’s a list there about ‘15 truly bizarre creatures’ It’s so odd, bizarre, and amazing. Here:

Barreleye Fish:


Although this fish’s existence has been known for quite some time, it was only this year that scientists fully understood how bizarre it is. These fish have a mostly black body with a transparent head (which was unheard of until recently, since it always shattered while the fish was being brought up to the surface). Although it has two indentions in the front of its head, those are NOT its eyes: its eyes are the green spheres in its transparent head. These eyes can be used to look above for food or look forward when it is stalking its prey.