Wednesday, December 29, 2010


DSC04520 Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

I'm yawning, but I ain't sleepy. I've been watching random fashion shows online. Its -1 degrees here. I'm glad. I don't like it if winters don't get too wintery.
My dad got my old phone fixed. My Nokia 6131. It was my first phone. The first phone I bought for myself. And i still love it. I loooooooooove it. Its my baby.
Now that I've seen so many runway shows. I feel like buying some new clothes. Some awesome new clothes. But its 2:25 am so. Whatev.
N just came online. We talked for three hours last night. Fun. Haha.
Let me turn on some songs.
Ok done.

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

Queen has the kind of songs that I'd like to listen to when I'm high. Like actually High. I'd like to have those songs in the background. But I don't know how it feels like, being high. I'd like to get high sometime. Fun.
I feel like doing SO many new things. But I'm stuck in this stupid static life where weird irrelevant things are more important. Why can't we all be stupid and reckless and mess our lives up? :D That'd be fun. *Sigh*

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh oh oh
As you shoot across the sky yy yy

I feel like going out every night. Kia stupid baat hai. But I want it. Can't help it.
N talked about Pringles last night. So i started craving for them. Then I asked dad to bring some for me. And he did. Yuuuuuuuuum.
I make coffee everyday. For myself or s1 or dad. I mean. I'm tired of making coffee all the time. I don't mind making it for dad though. He's cute, so he's forgiven.
There's some uncertainty in my plans these days. I'm hating it. I just want things to be stable and still so that I can move on with my life. Argh. But I don't know how things are going to work out.

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know.

p.s. I CANNOT believe I quoted Katy Perry. I hate her. But this song's stuck on my mind. .___. I can't stop listening to it tonight.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Queen more.

Why haven't i heard more Queen songs? They're great!
I talked to N for an hour on phone. We laughed so hard. My eyes teared up. Fun.


Ima sleep now.
Its late.
More later.

Recommend me more great songs.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Piano press.

I like Shia Lebeouff. Whats the spelling? Let me google it. Oh. It has a single f. Shia LeBeouf.
I went to the bazaar with mom today. To buy clothes and shit. I bought this pretty Black and white comforter, but mom thinks its way too thin for these winters so she's going to return it tomorrow. =[ I don't want her to. Lets see.
Last night was weird. It was attacking me. I had this REALLY bad headache. And i couldn't sleep, and I was cold and warm at the same time. And bas. OmG. And my body was tired and ache-y. So i turned on my cellphone's Online Radio, and searched 'Piano'. And there was this channel, called.. okay i forgot what it was called. But it was all about piano instrumentals. So i just put that on. And i went to sleep while listening to it. Yay Piano.
When things get too cute, it makes me sad.
I hate Pitbull. Its like pollution. If a song is a Clear fresh morning, then Pitbull in it, is like smoke and trucks honking. It makes my ears bleed.
At times Im so awesome, its unbelievable.
And no, Barney stinson ain't awesome. He lies.
Im a Barney hater.
Im watching WallStreet right now. Money never sleeps. Its fun. But I don't really get the whole Money lingo. Stocks and leverage and whatnot. =[ Never have. Never will.
I love my blog you see.
I wonder when i'll finally get the guts to change the template. =[
Grr. Okay. Bubye.

My post titles are getting randomer by the day.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Multicoloured sweater.

Eventful day today. Not really. Well. I got woken up at 2 pm. I went down. S1 and S2 were having Garlic bread and mashed potatoes. I joined in. Ate. Ran around the house until s2 finally left for Lahore. Slept. Slept. Woke up. Took a shower. Made green tea. Went to the terrace. Walked for over an hour, with music. Felt energized. Came downstairs. Made coffee for dad and s1. Came upstairs. Started making s1's practical copy that she can't make herself because she's busy in her proffs. Watched Se7en, the movie. Loved it. Watched another movie on tv. With Meg Ryan and some French guy. Still making the practical copy. Watching the trailer of 'The tourist' for the billionth time on Tv. They just won't stop playing it. Ive read it's reviews online by the way. They all say its shit. So sad. Poor Johnny boy. =[ .
My back's tired. Of sitting constantly. Im hungry again. I want cheese. A special kind of cheese. I don't know what kind though. Its just in my imagination. Lol. Now im going to watch Legally Blonde. Because thats whats on tv right now. Elle Woods is so pink. Takes special kind of hardwork to stay that pink.
I need to go abroad. Really, I do. Why does it have to be so expensive? It confuses me. Its unfair to me. Okay i'm hungry. There's nothing to eat.
My handwriting is nice. Its true.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Create a post. Ahan.

This stupid Create a Post window is open since so long. My minds buzzing with a billion things, thoughts, things, right now. But I can't seem to write. Why's that? Tell me. You moron.
I don't call people morons. I don't know why I just said that.
Theres something very pleasant and amazing about fireplaces, and good conversation. I want a fireplace. The one with logs and everything.
I tried on, like, seven nail polishes last night. All s1's. None looked good. Except for the nice blood red-ish one. That was better. I've realized that I really love some shades of red. I like the Rusty dark red. I like the weird bloody dark red. I also like the nice not so dark, warm red. The colour of my red scarf. Its amazing.
I like words. I'd like to know all the words there are.
Why do people think its cool to drink really strong coffee? Black coffee and the sort? I mean, why? How does that make you cooler?
Yesterday the lights went out for 15 minutes. Random. When they went out, i thought there was going to be a bomb blast. Because it has happened before, twice. Lights go out, and BANG! And then silence. Its scary.
I'm not easily surprised.
Okay, so tell me. Whats wrong with people? Why do they have to believe everything other people tell them? Or what media tells them? Or what someone-who-heard-something-from-someone-else tells them? Why don't they think about anything? Or doubt anything? Or google anything? Haha. Google. But no, seriously. WHY DON'T THEY?
I don't believe things easily. One shouldn't. A little skepticism doesn't hurt anyone.
s1 has this weird Firefox Persona and its animated. I hate it. I've changed it twice but she changes it back again. Grr.
I don't like associating myself with things that the whole world is talking about. Fame ruins everything. Most of the time. When something gets famous, everybody starts talking about it. Half of them don't even know why. They just want in on all the hype. So i start hating it. It just ruins it for me. -.-
I love food. I mean. I need a friend. Who loves to cook. And who'd keep making the YUMMIEST dishes for me. And i'd eat em all. =[ I really need that friend.
I need to do SO many things. I need to enjoy more.
Okay bye. Enough talking for tooday. Not reallly.

Saturday, December 11, 2010


I like coming back from get togethers with my friends.
I like my friends.
I like it when my pictures have a reddish orangish sepia-ish tinge.
I like new songs that I listen to, over and over again. And again.
I like typing on other people's cellphones.
I like when the background music matches whats going on at the moment. In my life.
I like typing on laptops.
I like wearing extra long sleeves so that i can only see the tips of my fingers.
I like staying in bed in the morning, with my face cold and everything else warm inside the blanket.
I like chewy candies.
I like the chewy white thing in Toblerone.
I like fighting with my friends for food.
I like not laughing when i don't find a joke funny.
I like it when my dad buys me chocolates or little things like that.
I like eating dry fruits with mom.
I like ruining s1's neat notes, by doodling all over the page.
I like telling s2 that I hate her handwriting.
I like confusing people.
I like changing my cellphone's theme.
I like making my fish face.
I like holding Teetee.
I like money.
I like typing on cellphones just after i've cut my nails.
I like how balloons smell.
I like looking forward to dessert after food.
I like spreading my saintness.
I like relating to little moments in movies.
I like how music can change how i feel. Instantly.
I like it when people Like my comments on facebook.
I like the snooze button.
I like many other things. Why don't i write about them later?

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Tently heaven.

Im on the terrace. Im in a tent. My tent. Im in it. Its like my own little heaven. Its freezingly cold. My hands are numb. I have songs. I just had coffee. I have a novel to read, and an emergency light, for the lighting. And a light si quilt. OmG. Im in heaven.

I can't believe I finally own a tent. It was always one of my bizzare wishes.

Life is pretty right now. And I love everything. Because its beautiful.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

The power is yours!

I am dumb. In many ways. No matter what I do.
But I'm not that dumb yknow.
So anyway.

"If someone were to harm my family or a friend or somebody I love, I would eat them. I might end up in jail for 500 years, but I would eat them." - Johnny Depp.

How awesome.

I have a flu attack everytime I wake up. Im allergic to waking up I think. =]

I haven't been enjoying winters the way I used to. I don't know why though. Its different this time. Im lazy this time. But I'm enjoying that too.

Everyones putting up cartoon picture's as their display picture on Facebook. I put up Captain Planet =D .

Acha bas. bye.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Burn throat.

Hi. I went to lahore yesterday. Came back today. Haha. Went with dad to drop off s2. We had fun.
My throat is messed up all of a sudden. I had hot milk with honey first. And now i'm having tea. Nothing's hot enough for me throat. I want to burn my throat. Without burning my tongue. That should give me some relief.
I need a new novel. I really need a looong, thick, old, never ending novel. I need to buy one. Okay i'll buy one. Soon.
Im sad. Because I'm leaving home soon. I refuse to think about it. Because it makes me sad. But i'm sad. Its a constant feeling in my head. That just stays there. Even when i'm happy. Its evil.
I'm missing me and s2's Greek Marathon =[ .
Want cake?