Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Bullets and Rants.

So yeah. I turned 22 yesterday. But more about that later in the post because FIRST, i want to whine. Because I'm annoyed. Why am I annoyed? I'll tell you why.

Well. First. I was sleeping. And then N called and gave me an assignment. Which was due in a few hours. Now the stuff she asked me to do, I suck at it. So i was like. NOOOOOO. But then i ended up doing as much as i could. And that was that.

Second. I have an assessment tomorrow that I don't want to give. I hate it. But I am sort of forced to give it. Which is making me mad.

Third. My s3 restarts itself whenever it wants. And STILL hasn't received the Jelly Bean update! How is that fair?

Fourth. My mom is being stubborn about things. And she doesn't listen to anyone when she's like that. So i don't know what will happen.

Fifth. Disconnection sort of spiked again today. Disconnection and dissatisfaction. Bad combo. Bad.

Sixth. Winter is almost gone. It left me. And broke my heart. Just like that.

Okay.. Now for the good stuff.
Hi. :)

Okay so yesterday was my birthday! YAY. It was a goood day. No big surprises and all that. Which is actually what i wanted this time. Went out for lunch with a few friends. Then a late late dinner with family. And some crazy laughter. :) Good combo. Also, I looked good. And i feel old. But also very young.

Also. I went to the LLF with two of my friends, and it was great. Interesting stuff. Now i need to go buy some books.

Had two very very light weeks at college. What fun.

I passed my professionals. And got more marks that I expected.

Went out a lot. Which made me feel busy. Busy and happy.

Oh i don't know. I still feel stupid. AND on top of that. I had a sick dream. About a weird little kid. Who was about to die. And i was holding it in my hands and it was about to break. It as in the kid. It was a she btw. She was about to die. And then i woke up because my phone rang. And it was N. And you already know that story. So yeah.


Friday, February 7, 2014

Something about friends.

I was having this conversation with a friend some months ago where i asked him to tell me 3 qualities that he couldn't stand in people. Personality traits that he hated. He named a few and i named a few. After i named mine, i realized that almost all of my friends, even the closest ones, possessed one or more of the qualities that i had mentioned. And then i was like. Whaaa wait.What? What does this say about me? Do i deliberately befriend people who tend to piss me off? How did i manage this?
To be honest,  I don't really know.
But then I hung out with a childhood friend today who has the most absurd ideas about life and people, most of which are exactly opposite to mine. We had coffee with our legs crossed on the sofa, complained about our siblings, criticized the cake for being too dry and i tried (-and failed) to give her a plot summary of Game of Thrones, and it made me realize  that maybe that's what friends are. Maybe that one thing (or more) that you connect\ bond over, overshadows every other shitty thing that you might hate about them if they weren't your friend.
So they might annoy you, and you might hate their guts at times, they're still your friends.
And maybe that's what it is about right?