Tuesday, December 31, 2013

This year.

This year:

I moved to a new house.
I realised that people are full of shit.
And that words mean nothing.
Overgrew my friends from home.
Went out of my comfort zone and invited my roomates to stay at my place for about a month.
Went out of my comfort zone and spent almost two months at my best friend's house.
And realised that i wasn't out of my comfort zone.
Gained some unnecessary weight.
Saved money from time to time and shopped a lot.
 Felt disconnected and disillusioned.
Saw a lot of my people breakdown..
Broke down.
Started a real poke war with Nd.
Kept my cool during exams. (relatively)
Started to question my choice of career. A lot.
Decided to diversify my colour choice in clothes.
Ended up buying everything in black.
Fell more in love with my parents.
Came to terms with some issues that i had been avoiding dealing with.
Cried in front of N for the first time in 8-9 years.
Caught up with an old friend and stayed in touch.
Started playing Candy Crush and let level 165 beat me.
Had more twisted dreams than ever before.
Cut my hair short.
Spent a lot of time away from the hostel.
I'd like to go have a meal at a pub called The ugly duckling or something.
That's so irrelevant. Haha.
Spent the last day of the year with the same friends who I claim to have outgrown. Had fun.
Cried over the death of people's loved ones and thought a lot about death.

Hmm. Seems like I did not do much this year. Nothing big or significant. Well, of course, all of the little things were important in their own way. But. Nothing huge happened. Not really. Wow. God..That's not a very good thing.
Shit. I'm going to be 22 this year and I MUST DO SOMETHING AWESOME AND LIFE ALTERING!

Also. Am I the only one to whom 2014 sounds really futuristic?
Oh well. 
Here's to the future.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013


Hello earthlings.
How is every one doing?
Isn't the weather amazing or what?
s2 came to pick me from the hostel yesterday evening and we hung out. 
She paid for the food.
We are watching movies, and eating a lot and sleeping in.
I love it when i walk in the cold and my face freezes.
This month has been good. Last week was insane. We went out everyday. 
Good times. Good company.
Some of it sucked. I was really sad. 
I hung out with N too. We shopped and ate fries.
Watching so many movies these days.
College is a drag as usual. No improvement there.
There is one class i enjoy. Because of the professor who teaches it. 
Otherwise, uninspired and bored.
I need exercise. Need to eat healthy.
Parents coming today.
Finished Imran Khan's book last night. I have so many opinions.
Get me talking and I'll never stop.
Fluffy pancakes and sausages for breakfast.
Not happening.
I like the idea of 24 hours not being enough in a day.
I was lucid today. In a dream. In a dream. I think it's the second time that's happened.
I'm going to start reading this book that someone gave me.
Saw this documentary last night on the Placebo effect.
Going to watch The Butler when the light comes.

Okay then.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Book club pliss?

There needs to be a book club. Or something.  In Lahore.

Weekly meetings.
Discuss books.
Have coffee.
Good conversation.
Exchange books.


WHAT SAY YOU? *imagine a big brother poster pointing at you*

Hello December.

Every thing that I'm feeling is way too personal to be written about here.
So instead, I shall write about other, more concrete things.

I'm home for a few days. Today, i went out for a walk. Took my mug of tea along. Sat on the steps outside. And listened to Coldplay. Ah. The pleasures of life. Also, I'm watching a lot of movies these days.
I finished Cranford. The BBC period drama series. So much fun. Me, a small town drama, a rug beside the heater, and some ice cream. Happiness.

Tomorrow, me and mom are going shopping. I don't want to go to the Bazaar. But i'll go. I need new clothes for college. And since i'm a little picky, mom thinks it's important that i choose the cloth myself.

I've been thinking about death lately. And how real it is. It's quite unsettling.

s2 was here for the weekend. It was a lot of fun. We watched an entire season of Project Runway. And made fun of heidi klum. We also watched David Blaine and made dad watch it too. Ate gol gappay at night. And laughed. Time well spent.

Watching movies in the cinema is one of my most favorite things to do.

Goodnight now.