Rain.

It finally rained today. Pretty blackness everywhere. I just came back inside after walking for i don’t know how long outside in the freezing rain. With s2 that is. We talked and talked. I took pics. Here.

 

Pic*. =p

Pretty. Very. This picture took up alot of un necessary space up there don’t you think?  =S But okay. Anyway. I love days, and nights like these when it keeps raining. And the lights go out and its cold and black everywhere. It smells good and looks good and feels even better. ^/^

We went out for a drive with mom and dad and had yummy cheese fries while it rained outside. My English paper went good too today, while it rained outside. My dad came to pick me up from college. It was fun on the way back home. The rain was amazing. I love rain. Thankyou very much. S1 said i should live in Siberia. I love cold. And rain. Okay. I hope it keeps raining for a week. (Or more please? =D).

I have another exam the day after tomorrow. Its after 1 am, so i actually have my exam tomorrow. =\ . Don’t wanna. =[

Anyway. While mom and s1 were sitting and talking, i sat and made this on Paint. Pff.

This is me with my new cellphone. Its raining but i don’t know why it ain’t raining where i’m standing. =\ Blah. Its okay. Whatever. Cute? Yes. Lol. ^.^

B.

This and that.

Yeah so physicks paper happened today. Yeah whatever. I don’t want to talk about it. Crappy physics with its weird crappyness. I woke up at 6:30 am and i have a headache since then. =S . Go AWAY, you! Stupidness.

I had to get my picture taken for an admission form. It came out hideous. Mom and s1 could have said something comforting. .__. . They didn’t. But OH! Highlight of the day! s2’s coming!

Lalalaa. <:o) Fun. Oreoshakes and etc. So. Im about to have tea. Tea makes me feel so old. Old people drink tea. :\ . I wouldve had coffee but that wasn’t good for the headache you see. So. No.

I have this song stuck in my head. I’d write it out here but i can’t. The words aren’t good. Im so decent. LOL. Decent? Wth. =]

I was really angry at Sd today. She kept kicking my chair during the exam, asking me for answers. “6,7,8,15,16,17 and 18 ka bataaao! :@'”  And i kept telling her i didn’t know them either but she wouldn’t stop kicking >.< Oh God. Err. Yeah. Physics paper sucked =\ . skajdla.

Anyway. I’ve started watching the Vampire Diaries inspite of all my bias towards it. Heck i always end up watching tv shows that i vow not to. But no, vampire diaries is fun to watch. I like the music they use. I found this song on an episode, called Cut, by Plumb. I love it. And another song by Placebo, called Running up that hill. Very nice. I love it when songs have feelings. Heartness.

S1 says i cannot go too far in life, if i keep on saying ‘its okay’ to everything. But what can i do. I think, everythings okay. I believe in forgiving and forgetting and letting go and letting others Be. Maybe that will change in a few years, or maybe sooner, or later. Lets see. =]

Okay enough. Oh. Time for pictures. *clapping*

Here you go ifrah. Ze gloves. =D

 

Im aware that my feet look weird. Its the stripes.

Teeeheeeheee. This is SO funny. Stupid lizard thinks she’s hiding.

Hello awesome cellphone. I <3 you!

Hahah, this is my really cute Spiderman cup that mom brought. I don’t like spiderman. But mom bought it and its so cute of her to do so. ^.^ So yeah, spider man now, is my slave and he brings me coffee and tea anytime i want. =]

Ok. Ta. [i didn’t intend this post to be so long o.O]

Dear headache.

Hi there, dear headache.

I know that you love me. I know you want to be with me, at all times and all places. Of all the nice people out there, you chose me. You have no reason to be with me, yet you are. Constantly. Oh, You love me so..

But, don’t you see? I hate you. I despise you and i can’t stand you. Its time you realize that its never gonna work out between us. Me, and you – not happening. Ever. So, its time you get over it. Move on. Find someone else. Stalk someone else. And leave me alone. Im better off without you. You make my life hell. Go away, right now. Please.

Thankyou.

iQuote.

"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. 'Never leave that 'til tomorrow,' he said, 'Which you could do today.' This is the man who discovered electricity. You’d think more of us would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d say it had a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong. What if you make a mistake you can’t undo. Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true. That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it. It can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor. And you thought I was speaking metaphorically.

"The early bird catches the worm; a stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to ‘seize the day'. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand for ourselves like Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping. And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying."

- Meredith Gray – Gray’s Anatomy.

Back already.

Yeah so i know I’ve been ruthlessly ignoring\neglecting my blog since a week now. I think. Almost a week. 6 days. Yeah. So i just didn’t want to write anything. Boo.

Anyway. I went to Sd’s place for a study session yesterday morning, and then decided to stay the night. And it was FUN. We, for a change, actually studied and made plans and all that. Good wittle people. Made coffee at 3 am, had lasagne and kababs and all that fun stuff. =] Im back now and quite exhausted. Sd says i talk alot. And its true, actually. =\ I just have alot to say. Okay? Yeah.

My exams start this Tuesday. Teehee. SO not ready. But whatever.

I love my new crazy gloves that are my favourite shade of gray and have skulls on them. Aww, my mom bought em for me. How cute? Yeah.

That day, me mom and dad went out. I had garlic bread and crispy yum french fries. And it was so cold. I also watched ‘my sister’s keeper’. It made me cry. I loved that movie. I did.

Oh God i’m so tired. Byebye.

Walkness and more.

My head aches. I just had green tea, that doesn’t have much caffeine in it. But still. Caffeine likes me. So it gives me headaches. All the time. But anyway. Who cares. I am so proud of myself today. I’m the best. I finished a whole chapter of physics. YAY! Seriously. Yesterday sucked so much study-wise that i decided i won’t let it happen today. And i didn’t. And i studied. And yay, the chapters done. Clapping.

Well after i got done with physics, i watched this stupid tv show on megavideo that i absolutely hate. (yes, thats how lame i am). And then i had yummy sandwich and fries. And oranges. Three oranges. :\ . Lol. And after that. I got SO bored that my head was about to fall off. So i said. Okay, whatever. I had green tea. (which made me sleepy for some reason and gave me a headache =s). I wore my fat white joggers. And my big blue jacket. I took out my headphones and went to the terrace. And i walked and walked and walked till my legs hurt. And i couldn’t feel my face. I cant feel my nose even now.

While i was walking, i called Sd to check up on her. She was half asleep. I woke her up and motivated her to study. Haha, yes i did. Anyway. Yeah so thats all i did. I ate so much today. Its good that i walked too. My head aches. I’m going to sleep early again. I slept ten hours last night and had three weird long dreams. :\ Uff i dream too much. Dreams love me.

Okay my back hurts from sitting like this. Im going to go now.

Ps. I hate it when im happy. But other people and other people’s problems keep kicking me at the back of my mind. And make me restless and unhappy, when otherwise, i am happy. dfsdfsfaf3

Ta.

>.<

I realized today that i blog too often. Alternative days, i.e. So i decided i’d wait a day or two before i write another post. I don’t know why though. Cuz now that i think about it, i don’t really agree. I don’t care if i blog a hundred times a day. If i want to talk about something, i will. Its my blog after all. So im going to write whatever i want to. Very quickly.

So, i went out for shopping with s1 today. I bought a really nice shirt for myself. But then i was pissed cuz i didn’t get to buy all the other stuff i wanted to buy, because dad needed the driver. Then i was grumpy all the way back home. But one really sweet thing happened. S1 took me with her to the darzi place. It was somewhere, in a really crowded place. The kind of place i never go to. But she dragged me along with her anyway, and i went. And i don’t know. The bazaar had such a nice old street-y feeling to it. It just got to me. I wanted to look around more. And be there a bit longer. I don’t know. Anyway. So we found some really cute hairbands there. But i didn’t have any change. The shopkeeper was this 50-60 year old man and he was the sweetest person. He gave them to us anyway and said ‘jab marzi paisay de dain.. maheenay baad aa jayain beshak’ . And i don’t know. So cute? I love it when people do nice things. I don’t know. Nice weird bazaar.

Blah anyway. I studied less today. I had to finish that physics chapter but i didn’t and i feel so bad now. I watched two movies today. =\ I had tea, but it didn’t do me any good. Im going to sleep early. I’ll never study. =[ That just sucks. I do that all the time. I just give up and sleep. I dont like that. Argh.

I don’t want to go to college tomorrow. >.<