Wednesday, December 29, 2010


DSC04520 Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

I'm yawning, but I ain't sleepy. I've been watching random fashion shows online. Its -1 degrees here. I'm glad. I don't like it if winters don't get too wintery.
My dad got my old phone fixed. My Nokia 6131. It was my first phone. The first phone I bought for myself. And i still love it. I loooooooooove it. Its my baby.
Now that I've seen so many runway shows. I feel like buying some new clothes. Some awesome new clothes. But its 2:25 am so. Whatev.
N just came online. We talked for three hours last night. Fun. Haha.
Let me turn on some songs.
Ok done.

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

Queen has the kind of songs that I'd like to listen to when I'm high. Like actually High. I'd like to have those songs in the background. But I don't know how it feels like, being high. I'd like to get high sometime. Fun.
I feel like doing SO many new things. But I'm stuck in this stupid static life where weird irrelevant things are more important. Why can't we all be stupid and reckless and mess our lives up? :D That'd be fun. *Sigh*

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh oh oh
As you shoot across the sky yy yy

I feel like going out every night. Kia stupid baat hai. But I want it. Can't help it.
N talked about Pringles last night. So i started craving for them. Then I asked dad to bring some for me. And he did. Yuuuuuuuuum.
I make coffee everyday. For myself or s1 or dad. I mean. I'm tired of making coffee all the time. I don't mind making it for dad though. He's cute, so he's forgiven.
There's some uncertainty in my plans these days. I'm hating it. I just want things to be stable and still so that I can move on with my life. Argh. But I don't know how things are going to work out.

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know.

p.s. I CANNOT believe I quoted Katy Perry. I hate her. But this song's stuck on my mind. .___. I can't stop listening to it tonight.


N said...

hayee i would love to get high someday too. we'll get high together. im not a junkie or sth i just wanna know how it would feel. =p
i love coffee. nobody makes it for me.

Dawson said...

I love your random posts.
They actually provide an insight to life. :)

abhilasha said...

i don't like Katy Perry either but i like this one...the video is cool too.

keep ranting...keep living.
happy winter

Tazeen said...

I heard the song only last night. Fireworks.

And the answer to your question is: click on the title of my blog post (the one which you read). :)

SaJ said...

That just looks like bricks. Fireplace maybe?
Queen is good.

The Me. said...

N: I wanna know how it feel too. Lets get high in Newyork =p.

Dawson: Thaaanks =D . Im glad you like em.

abhilasha: Hahah sure i'll keep ranting. You can count on it =p .

Tazeen: Oooo i get it. Im going to check it out then =D .

Saj: Haha. It is bricks. It was actually a teeny opening near my AC. But I liked how it looked in the camera. And oh yes Queen is goood!

Aseela Haque said...

Have you seen the video?
The gay guy in it is so hot.
Made me kinda sad.