Limbless Blunts.

-Ants are really evil. They're always hungry.
-I had a cold glass of milk a little while ago.
-Dad really liked the tea that I made today.
-He told me I was dressed like an Athlete today.
-He is funny.
-S2 is coming tomorrow, and will stay for around a month.
-We'll eat a lot and I'll get fat. And she won't let me sleep.
-I went shopping for household stuff with mom. She was like a kid in a candy store. I dragged her out of the superstore. Me and dad teased her about it in the car later.
-I'm listening to random limbless songs tonight. Yes. I said Limbless.
-I don't like one of my friends anymore. In a way. Its kinda sad.
-I dread everything.
-S1 wanted to watch Casablanca with me. But i was sleeping. So we'll do it later.
-Don't leave me alone on a sofa. Ill fall asleep instantly.
-Mom hid my novel under the pillow that day.
-I watched Marley and Me last night, and cried at the end.
-I’m going to turn the TV on. There's some movie on with Nicholas Cage. And that guy from Frost Nixon. I think I've seen this movie.
-I’m changing the channel.
-I can't wait for our new house to be ready. Its taking AGES.
-Meryl Streep is RETARDED in Mamma Mia.
-I changed my XP theme again. Its all white now.
-Really? Well-my! Miss Pool certainly has quite an imagination!
-My friend said that I wear black too often.
-Some of my sentences are longer than the others. Did you notice?

So!

So! These late night cravings are getting really annoying now. It was Pancakes, one day, Cream Rolls, the other, and today, I crave for Steak. I mean, I could do something about it had it been a decent hour. But its 3:30 am now and there's no way I'm getting a steak at this time =[ . Aah. Well. It is what it is. Lets forget about it.

So! I'm feeling excited about two things. I've talked about them on and on, and I'm afraid ill jinx them. But I'm just excited. And its not wrong to be excited is it? Eeee. I wish both these things would happen, and happen smoothly. And I shall be happy. So happy.

So! This friend of mine told me, that I'm in love with myself. And well. Its true. Yes I am. I love myself. LOL! - No seriously. What's there to LOL about. I love myself and I think everybody should love themselves too. Its very important. I mean. I'm not perfect. I have my faults. Like, aloot of them. And I try to kill them too. But that's going to take time. And I know it. Cuz no ones perfect. So you're always going to have a fault in you. But that doesn't mean that you don't have to like youu! I've no patience with people who don't love them selves. Loving yourself does not mean feeling like you're all parfait and you don't need to work on yourself. It just means, that. You're awesome. And its okay to be imperfect.

Okay, enough of this.

So! I made Roti (chapaati, or whatever) today. It was rectangular. Haha.

This is for everyone who comments on my blog:

The music of the Night.

“Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has  nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.” – Meredith Grey.

I felt a lot of things today. I felt sad, happy, content, angry, annoyed, spirited and hopeless. All of it. I wanted to blog about it later, but I didn't really feel like it. I couldn't make myself get to it somehow. Then I walked on the terrace at night. It was b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l, to say the least. I promise. I stared at the stars for the first time. Like, actually stared. For looong. And the moon too. I didn't realize HOW pretty the sky was at night, until today. And I can't really write about it, cuz my stupid little distracted words are going to ruin it. Soo. Pff.

By night, an atheist half believes in God.  ~Edward Young

 

 

We've made life quite stupid somehow. We've turned it into a big deal, when its really not so. We're all going to die. Why don't we take more risks? Why don't we be more reckless. We should be. And I don't mean it in a negative way. I'm talking about Good recklessness. Having the courage to take risks and not wallowing in misery and self pity if things don't turn out well. Seizing opportunity when we see it. Taking chances. But no, we all have to be soo over cautious about everything. So scared. So obsessed about being Happy, and achieving our Goals, that we forget to enjoy the process. And at the end, what else is there but the process? Life itself is a process aint it? Our priorities are messed up, i tell you. Seriously.

“Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently, they're not fond of rules. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things...They push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.” – Steve Jobs.

p.s. There's this movie where the guy's name is Art. Such an amazing name to have I think. Don't you? ^.^

Russell Crowe is more important than you.

I don't feel like writing anything. I feel like blogging, but i don't feel  like typing. But I am now, because i really feel like blogging. Anyhow.
   Me and my friends are giving our friend Z, a surprise birthday party. So me, Sd and M might go to buy a present for her tomorrow. That'd be fun. I also have to go to the dentist tomorrow. I hate my dentist appointments. >.<
I talked to Sd for an hour on phone just now. That was nice. I should do that more often.
  I'm over rated. And under rated too. Just saying.
I'm halfway through my novel. Yay.
OmG I downloaded Robin hood finally! And ima watch it now with Chicken chunks and bread =$ . And 2 cookies. Fun.
I love staying up at night. Its because this is Me time. I love being all by myself at night and watching movies, and reading nice stuff. And reading my novel too. I love it.
I'm scared of changing my blogger template. I found a lot of nice ones but none of them seems like the 'right one'. I feel as If i change my template, my blog will lose its thing. =[ Its a stupid fear, but yes I have it. So unless i find THE PERFECT BLOGGER TEMPLATE, I'm not changing anything. I might change the banner up there though! I might make a couple of new banners and then I'll upload them up here and everyone can help me decide which o

nes the best :D . That sounds nice.
I wish we still wrote letters to each other. There's such a nice feeling to it.
Okay bubye.
Russell Crowe is waiting, and he's more important than you.

I made this cardboard thingy for Mom on her birthday. Even though I'm not 10 anymore. =p

Eidness.

Hello all.
Happy Eid, all.
I love eid. I love chaand raat too.
We go over to our cousins/khala's place every year but this time we aren't. And that sucks. And I'll spend the eid at home. Which is not the way- WTH :S . A mosquito BIT my hand just now. ARGH. Okay. So. This is not the way eid is supposed to be. It should be all about relatives and ye woh. =[

I've put on Mehendi though. Its nice. S1 always puts it for me. I'll upload a pic soon. Im lazy right now.

 

This picture is of the early chaandraat celebrationn I had with my friends.

 

 

It feels weird. To not have to go to the kitchen at 3 am to help mom with sehri. The routines gonna change now. Maybe ill sleep allot more. Or allot less? Lets see.

S2 is here nowadays. She has an exam real soon after Eid so she's busy studying. Which makes it not so fun for meh. -.- No one wants to enjoy eid with me tomorrow =[ .

The place where the mosquito bit is swollen now btw. Thankyouverymuch.

Life's smooth these days. Not too smooth. So its alright. I'm free. I can do anything i want. In a way.

Two of my friends are going to London College of Fashion. I'm all envy -.- . Must be fun.

WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO NESCAFE GOLD BTW? It used to be great before. But now it tastes like Burnt wood or something of the sort. =S I don't get it. I had the worst cup of coffee today. It sucked so much that my body wanted to sleep right after i had it.

Mom says that I'm a good human being. ^.^ Heh. I'm so lovable. Aww.

okaybye.

p.s. make sure you enjoy your eid okay?

Got a minute?

I got together with my friends to celebrate an early Chaand raat today. We had a GREAT time. I looked nice too. I'm going to get another haircut soon. Different hairstyle this time.
It was the 27th Night of Ramzan today. I prayed. And felt nice. It was fun.

s2's been pressuring me to blog about her. A blog post that'd be about her, and her only. I would've written one in no time, but because she's been asking me to write it, now i can't. So I've decided, there's no hurry. I'll take my time. And then I'll write a post about s1 too.

I want to be very rich very soon. I'll buy LOTS of new clothes, so that I don't have to get any stitched. I'd just buy them all ready-made. And I'll buy me a new pair of jeans. I badly need one. I'd book a trip to Paris. I'd buy a Library. I'd give free food to everyone. Everyone on the road. Everyone on the street. Everyone. I'd do so much! Money is reallllly nice.

You know what frustrates me? When people don't try to be happy. When they lack the will to be happy. When they don't make a REAL effort to make themselves feel better. When they blame other things and other people for their problems. When they accept failure. When they're too lazy to get up and try to make their lives better. When they think they CANT. It just makes me angry.

I'm watching a miniseries these days. Its called Little Dorrit, by Charles Dickens. I love it. You can find it on youtube. If you want to watch it, ask for it, in the comments. I'll find the link for you. I love it. I'm reading a book called Wives and Daughters by Elizabeth Gaskell. =\ Read about 30 pages so far. I hope I like it.

Its 5:21 a.m.

My post titles are getting random-er and random-er. :)

I want to do something really creative tomorrow. =]
Okay bye.

A pocket full of me.

I will not talk about anything upsetting that has happened to me. I have other places to go to, for that. So I'll talk things that are nice.

I went out with mom and dad today. I bought two nice bowls. A blue and an orange one. I bought nice things to eat. I had a drumstick on my way home. Then I made tea for mom and dad. Had some myself too. Had some weird cake with it.

I watched Gone with the Wind again today. I love it. Scarlett is so funny. So is Rhett.

I watched Sense and Sensibility. The 2008 BBC version. Liked it. I LOVE BBC versions of all these awesome period dramas. You go BBC!

I wore my purply lilac shirt. My mom said the colour suited me.

Mom made fries for me. I ate them.

I made drawings off the internet. I made Spongebob Square pants. Stewie from Family Guy, an aeroplane, and Bart Simpson. They’re all nice. Except Stewie. He looks a bit retarded.

I bought Nescafe Gold. Found another one called Nescafe mild and smooth or something. Ill try it later.

I keep turning the A.c off and on.

I will go search for cloth for my Eid dress with mom tomorrow. That is something I HATE doing. I hope my Eid clothes turn out to be pwetty pwetty.

I will buy a novel tomorrow too hopefully.

Koi Sims install kar de please? I miss it terribly. I learnt the word ‘Flirt’ from Sims btw.

P.S. I DONT LIKE IT WHEN YOU PEOPLE STOP COMMENTING. DON’T DO THAT AGAIN!