Sunday, June 27, 2010

Of water fights and being awesome.

I had fun today. I was in one of my moods. The bad ones. So i decided to flush everything, and went to a friend's party. And mannn was that the right decision. I had SO much fun. We had nice lunch, lasagna and all, then a huge water balloon fight, and coffee and samosay at the end. Fun, fun, fun. I'm awesome. I always go meet my friends and have a good time. I just go. I don't make a fuss. I go, I have fun, and then I come back, and be happy about it.
But anyway.

Today, I feel Loser-like. I have realized that there's nothing that I'm REALLY good at. There should be something. =s . I want to be the best at something. Something. Anything. But I ain't. And that makes me loser-like.
I'm just lazy. =s No fair. =[
I don't believe people who say they don't have time to reply to text messages. Or that they were busy. I mean, seriously. What the hell. It takes ten seconds or less to type 'I'm busy atm, ttyl =o' or 'later, not a good time =o' or just anything! There's just no excuse for not replying to text messages. Specially urgent ones. People just like to ignore other people.

Anyway, I'm going to study all nice and proper from tomorrow. I'm going to be a study dog. It would suck to not get into a decent university just because I was too lazy. It really would. I'm awesome. I shall stay awesome.

On that note,


Anonymous said...

Nice to see that you had a good time, and don't worry, you will soon find something you are best doing at =)
Best of luck for the new studies =)

Tansy said...

I know what you're going through.I think I've tried everything under the sun from sports to art to school. There's just nothing I'm really GREAT at. Sure I'm good at some stuff. I would just like to have one thing. On great achievement that I could say that I was the best at.

secret.whispers said...

it's okay. i'm not excellent at anything either :/
it makes me sad too :(

Roshni said...

We can form a group...for being excellent at nothing o-0 ...and we'd STILL be awesome. Everybody would want to join our group ^.^ knows it.