WHY is there no easy way of handling a goodbye?! =@ Goodbyes suck. Who invented them anyway? I suck at them, cuz I'm such a cry baby!
And WHY can’t people just calm down for once? Why all the fighting and screaming? It gives me headaches. And i guess we all know here just how much i love headaches.
And WHY can’t friends be.. well, friends? I hate friends who don’t act like good friends. People are such a major disappointment, i tell you. Haha, this reminds me of a convo i had with s2 the other day:
s2: I hate XYZ. [i don’t remember who she was talking about]
me: Hater. You’re such a hater.
s2: Yes, i hate everyone.
me: Okay. No, i don’t hate everyone. I only hate my friends.
WHY can’t i stay angry at evil people for too long? This weird temperament of mine? No good for me. I’d like to be angry at people. For days at length! And teach them lessons! Like s2 does. But i can’t. I cant I can’t! I just can’t. I can’t seem to help it. I’ve tried to, but failed. Miserably. More than once. =] And i guess because, well, to be honest, i wouldn’t ever want to be angry at anyone for days. That's just not right.
Anyway. Mosquitoes, are Satan worshippers. And they all hate me. Or love me? Cuz they can’t seem to stay away from me. I want to murder each and everyone of them. Life ruiners!
I have all this negativity inside me yet i don’t really feel pessimistic or depressed or anything of the sort. I feel optimistic. And calm. And you know. Good stuff. So i think, as long as the core is fine, i don’t really need to worry about the other stuff all that much. Im so awesome, i can’t even explain it.
Anyway. Its 8:14 am, and i’m writing all of this on my cellphone, only to post it later. I didn’t sleep all night. So i’m going to sleep now. I like sleep.
Oh and btw, none of you are supposed to answers the ‘WHY’s up there. Those are just for the drama. They aren’t real questions. So yeah.