Okay, now seriously. What is wrong with my heart? I mean. I've had an exhaustive(exhausting?) day. I studied straight for I don't know how many hours. Yes, i did take a tiny break, well, okay not so tiny break in between, but it felt tiny. But by 1 am i was SO exhausted, and headachy that I couldn't take another word in. So Nd brought McDonald's, i took two panadols, watched Suits with Nd and W2. And felt all happy and relaxed and ready to sleep. I came to my room, turned the lights off and collapsed into the bed. Ready to sleep. But guess what? It's been 40 minutes. And i can't fall asleep. I'm lying down and my hearts going all THUD THUD THUD THUD. And I'm like. SHUTUP. But no. It keeps going on that way. And I can't sleep. And on top of that, there's this stupid movie quote stuck in my head. Its about this guy/girl who is talking to another guy/girl about how as long as two people can laugh together in a relationship, it means they've still got it. Love or something. I don't know. And then the guy/girl also talks about how his/her parents still laugh about little things. Yeah so that's all i remember, and I tried googling it, but I can't find anything. And it's driving me insane. I've asked s1. So let's see if she remembers. If any of you can help me, please do.
So yeah. Its 3:40 am. And I'm up. Wide awake. I don't want to study. Because my brain shut itself down hours ago. It's just my stupid body that - oh whatever. So since I'm up, I'd rather write about useless things than lie in bed with my stupid shouting heart.
Okay. So. I'm wearing socks. Toe socks. Purple and white ones. They're kind of stupid. I bought them from some place stupid. And i never wore them because they made my toes feel weird. But i wore them again today. And they feel so nice and snug and nice. So I like them now. And they match with my shirt. So. Cool.
Also. I had a laughing fit today. A hysterical one. I was quite dead-like and headachy, so i called N for the third time today. And for no reason at all, we started laughing. The conversation wasn't even that funny. And I laughed so much, that i couldn't take anymore of it and hung up. It's cool cuz only yesterday, I was washing my hands and i wondered about the last time i laughed like that. And today, i did again. So. Good for me.
Um What Else. There was this word in my book today. Fascia of Zuckerkandl. What the hell? I want to pronounce it like Zucker-candle. But I'm sure it's wrong. This word is just wrong. First, Zucker reminds me of Zuckerberg, so it's hard to pair anything other than Berg with Zucker. And second, whats with having three consonants all in a row? So whatever. It's Zucker-candle for me.
OmG its 3:53, i should try to sleep again. If s1 reads this, she'll be like. STOP HAVING SO MUCH CAFFEINE. But i don't think i'm taking too much caffeine. I really don't. I mean. Its less than what i used to take before. So. Mehh.
Urgh. I'm going to lie down again.
THUD THUD THUD.
It's still there. Tsk.
p.s. I wish I had the decency to change all my 'i's into 'I's.