Doing whats beautiful.

I have realised something.
I'm becoming more and more and more and more and more of an introvert with every passing day.
I feel that I am most at peace and happy and productive when i'm on my own.
I'm not saying i want to me on my own at all times and for ever.
I'm saying that i should be able to spend time alone whenever i feel like it.
But life. Is not allowing me to do that.
And that is irksome.
Irk.
Some.


p.s. My post titles have nothing to do with what i write about. Don't get confused. 

Carrots and strawberries.

Today was close to perfect. It has been raining non stop since last night. I sat outside for hours. Just looking at how vibrant the green looks against the red. Red being, the bricks and the tiles of my porch. The sky, grey with a whisper of pink. Later i walked a bit, in the rain. Couldn't see it. Only felt the fine shower on my face. I drank that Vanilla Latte sachet that i see everyday in the kitchen closet, but never bother to open. It wasn't bad. I also sang songs. Because i was alone at home and it was fun. To sing songs in the rain. s2 is here now. We all had Paaye. Hot paaye. Yum. Oh and i also went to the gym earlier. Had the place all to myself since i was early. Watched an episode of House of Cards and saw Frank bully innocent people. It was fun.
I mean. My parents came home and dad called me beforehand. He asked me to get the umbrella and open the gate for them. And i did. And all the while i was grinning with happiness. Just because.
*happy sigh*