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Tuesday, May 19, 2020

9 good things.

Whenever i decide to write something, whether its in my journal, or here, or in the Notes section of my phone, i tend to write about what's bothering me. Whatever is gnawing at me at the moment. And more often than not, i find myself in a sullen, kind of quite melancholic state afterwards. Which is why, i often avoid writing when some thing is on my mind because i don't want to feel worse. So i'm going to force my self to write about something different today. I shall write 10 things that were good about today. Yes. Let's begin.

1. Had a really hearty time with parents this evening. For a change, I was the one eager to make conversation. I told them stories and made them laugh. I showed dad how i take my inhaler so perfectly and then coughed midway which made dad laugh. Today, i wasn't the one who got up and went to my room. Dad got up and said, okay i'm going to go pray now. And i was happy i spent that time with them.

2. I looked nice in my grey and silver clothes.

3. I stopped for a bit at s2's. We caught up and complained about things to each other and its so funny how we are married and discuss different things and give each other tips and tricks. She said we should be living together. And i agree.

4. Also had a nice chat with s1 right before i broke my fast. I was alone and whiny and she said let's talk and you can whine. And we did. Soul was nourished a little bit more. And tummy too.

5. Had two cups of chai. One after the other.

6. Coming home to shower and changing into my blingy water melon shirt.

7. Listened to something that got me in touch with my spirituality and made me cry. Feels good to know i still feel the same things.

8. Right now, i'm quite excited to go to sleep. I have been feeling sleepy all day, and i am looking forward to finally giving in. And waking up late tomorrow.

9. I did something that i think may be good for my mental health. Here's hoping i don't abandon it a second time.

Alright 9 will have to do. I can't think of anything else. Good effort. Thanks bye. 

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