Sunday, July 31, 2011

Been a good two days.

It has been a good two days. Fun. I really really badly needed this. A break from the 24/7 guilt of not studying for my exams. Yesness.
Im still out of city. We head back home tomorrow. I really wanted all of us (my family + cousins) to go up north to Nathiagali etc because all of my friends are either there or have been there and back. And they're all raving about how amazing the weather is up there. But nobody in my family was really up for it, except me, so we ended up staying here. But! Even though im super bummed about not being able to go north, im glad still. Cuz ive had alot of fun still. I love being with my family, which includes me khala's and cousins and all that. Everybody has issues, everybody acts mean at times, and causes family problems, but i still love them no matter what. Cuz they're family. And i like being with the family. They're fun and retarded. I dont care.
Its 2 am and we just got back. Im so full. And so happy.
Im happy. And i think being happy calls for a blogspost.

so yeah okay. Movie time.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Duck and Run.

I got my computer fixed. But the internet’s being an ass. So is the computer actually. My dad gave it to this guy to get it fixed, who apparently calls himself scorpiaN, and likes to name my windows account scorpiaN, everytime he fixes my pc. Which is twice, actually. So scorpiaN, turns out, did not really fix my pc. I realized that today. It still has issues. Weird random errors. And I can’t even open my Notepad file on the desktop. I double click it and nothing happens. Boo you ScorpiaN. You suck.
Its 3 am. And I’m not studying. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?
Btw, I wanted to write a sane blogpost tonight. Something nice. And meaningful. But my brain’s not feeling upto it. Bohut nakhray ho gyay hain iskay. -.-
I don’t feel like doing anything right now. I just want to waste my time. Which is so not healthy. Not these days. When time is so important. But I still want to waste it. Nai parhna. =]
I’m being a little reckless with myself these days. Doing whatever I feel like really. I’m thinking a lot, and also not thinking at all. Thinking about the wrong things actually, instead of thinking about things that are important. Like my exams.
I need to shift the Tv in my room.
Okay You know what? Words don’t like me. They just don’t. Cuz if they did, they’d help me out when I needed them. Especially now when I have so many weird and important thoughts on my mind, that need to be saved. They should help me get them out on paper. But no. All I come up with is. I need to shift the Tv in my room. That’s just great isn’t it? =]
Okay whatever. I have decided I’m not going to study tonight. I will waste yet another day. I’ll go to sleep soon.

p.s. Duck And Run is just the song that I'm listening to. Heh.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Of nails and coffee.

I want Coffee. New kinds of nice coffee. I miss cold coffee. Hmm. I shall make it someday. Im tired. I went to Sd's place today. We had to study. I dozed off everytime she left the room for something. And i had all kinds of weird 2 minute dreams. Lol.
Im about to take a nap. Then maybe some coffee. I need to get Iced Teabags for myself. I don't know how they're going to taste though. But i have to try.

I downloaded a new Spongebobsquarepants theme for my phone. Its stupid.

I've finally grown my nails a bit. Underline the Bit part. Im proud of myself for that. Because as i've already mentioned before here on my blog, I C.A.N.T grow my nails. I always cut them as soon as they show signs of growing. Because I can't hold a pen properly when my nails are longer than usual. I feel weird typing. And texting too. But those aren't the major factors actually. Its just that I keep picking at my nails all the time until they get broke =< . I be mad.

Okay. Enough about the nails.
Im tired. Bye.

Monday, July 18, 2011


I love my terrace. I love going upstairs whenever it rains. And I love to have coffee in the rain. With music. I love looking at nothing special while sitting there. The road infront of the house. The houses on the side. The trees. The street light. That dark blue sky. I love that colour of the sky btw. I love that feeling.

Ive missed this.

Saturday, July 16, 2011


I feel good. Met my friends again. Had a great time. I looked nice.

I feel lucky right now. edit

For all the things I have.

“And that’s why I smile.
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right..”

Days go by.

Today's the fifteenth. Todays the day i officially had to start studying. For my exams. Which start on the 5th of September. Im so not in the mood though. Today was such a waste. Mom is funny. She wants me to eat all day. Here I'm worried that Im gaining weight, and there she is making me eat more and more.
Im watching a random movie on Star Movies. Its called Lock Up. It has Sylvester Stallone in it. Eeek. They're making cockroaches race and then betting on em. =\
And i think now they're gonna kill his friend. Shit its 2 am. I should study something atleast.
By the way. I went to My friends place yesterday, with my other friends. OmG it felt SO good to be with them again. I actually felt like i was Back, yknow? Nice. =] Yes i was right, they're gonna kill his friend. I can't watch people fight. I just CAN NOT! I hate fights. I'd do anything to avoid them. Okay sylvester stallone is angry. He killed the other guy i think. OMG somebody just stabbed him. This movie is sad.
Anyway. Im going to meet my friends again tomorrow. FUN. Ive borrowed these clothes from s1 that i'm going to wear tomorrow. I looked nice when i tried them on. =]
Sylvester Stallone a.k.a Frank is planning to make a run for it. OmG the other guy, Dallas, betrayed him and now he's caught. =[ SAD MOVIE :@ . Ooo oo. He's running again. Okay whatever.
So anyway. s1 has this nude coloured Nail Colour and I really like it. Its the only one i like. I put it on yesterday :D . Heeee heee. Yeah whatever.
Okay bye.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Blog overhaul : I finally did it!

As you can appearently see, I FINALLY GAVE MY BLOG AN OVERHAUL :D .
Ive been meaning to do it since ages, but i never got around to doing it. I browsed through a billion templates, but i couldn't find even ONE that was 'me'. Which made me think that maybe I didn't need a big fancy new template anyway. I could take a simple black one and personalize it myself and fall in love with it. And that's what i did. I took the simple Awesome.Inc template from blogger. Changed the background, changed the font, changed the colours, (which are actually the same as before), changed the layout a teeny bit, made a new header, and i was done. And i love it. Oh and as you can see, I made a new page. The iQuote page that i wanted to create so badly. Ill be updating it frequently inshAllah.

IM SAD ABOUT ONE THING THOUGH =[ . I forgot to save a pic of my blog's look before the change. =[ Sniff. Very, very, very unfortunate. Sniff. =[

But okay anyway. Newness. Fresh air. Yay.

Tell me what you think. =]

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

I be want new things everyday.

I am human. I always want new things. Here’s a list of somethings I really really want.

1. I want to go abroad. Not permanently. But for sometime. Grey’s anatomy tells me that its always raining in Seattle. Maybe I should move to Seattle for sometime.

2. I want an assistant. Who’ll do all the boring work in my life. Like. Taking my dishes back to the kitchen after I'm done eating. Organize my books. Remember where I put my glasses. Secretly throw away really old stuff of mine that I don’t really use but can’t let go off. Give Mr.Cuddles a washing every now and then. He gets dusty. Etc etc..

3. I want to go running at 5 am every morning on a long long road. And then have a nice breakfast with something nice to watch on the Tv.

4. I want to randomly meet new people, and talk to them for hours.

5. I want to be excellent at one or two things atleast.

6. I want to get thinner. And then buy a whole lot of new clothes. And then wear a new dress everyday.

7. I really like Robert Downey Jr. Its not something I want. But, I just really really like him. That’s it.

8. I want to be interviewed by James Lipton on ‘Inside the Actors Studio’.

9. I want to have a long conversation with a friend, who I haven’t talked to in a long time.

10. I want to invent something. [mehhh, not really]

11. I want a gray shirt. Lots of gray shirts. Nice ones. Oh. And pants too. Gray. And black. And blue. And white. And that weird offwhite creamish colour. Oh and a blood red shirt too. Lots of new bloodred shirts. Andand. A dark blue one. The shade of blue that I saw my cousin wearing that day. It was so nice.

12. I want to ice skate.

13. I want to be the best person I can, and stop being lazy about it.

14. I want to experience the feeling of being High. On a real drug. Ooooo.

15. I want to have my words quoted and remembered by people. All over the world. Awesome.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Word trivia :D

One of the many things about me, is that I love Word Trivia. Words. Useless words, anagrams, weird words, whatever. I like Words. They’re nice.

SOO. I was just googling stuff, and I thought I’d share some of the interesting trivia I found. Here you go:

- Switching letters is called spoonerism. For example, saying jag of Flapan, instead of flag of Japan.

- "Rhythm" and "syzygy" are the longest English words without vowels. [See, how nice I was, adding a hyperlink for the word and all =>]

-One of the longest English words that can be typed using the top row of a typewriter (allowing multiple uses of letters) is 'typewriter.' [This is fun].

- No words in the English language rhyme with orange, silver or purple.

- The phrase "sleep tight" originated when mattresses were set upon ropes woven through the bed frame. To remedy sagging ropes, one would use a bed key to tighten the rope. [Included this one, incase you, like me have always wondered what people meant when they told you to ‘sleep tight’. o.O ]

- The naval rank of "Admiral" is derived from the Arabic phrase "amir al bahr", which means "lord of the sea".

-The abbreviation for pound, "lb.," comes from the astrological sign Libra, meaning balance, and symbolized by scales.

-Okay I found these two  too. They’re clever Open-mouthed smile : [ew I hate this huge smiley]anagrams

"To be or not to be: that is the question, whether its nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune."
"In one of the Bard's best-thought-of tragedies, our insistent hero, Hamlet, queries on two fronts about how life turns rotten."

"That's one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind." (Neil Armstrong, on the moon)
"A thin man ran; makes a large stride, left planet, pins flag on moon!  On to Mars!" "

Okay enough. You can google and confirm these, or correct these or whatever, if you want. As far as I know, these are legit. =D


p.s. I just realized that Sword is an anagram of Words. Nice. Considering.. yknow. Words and sword. Get it? Okay whatev.

BYE Open-mouthed smile

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

The summer feeling.

I'm getting that feeling these days. The summer feeling. The A.C. The waking up in the afternoon. Staying up all night. Watching old episodes of old TV shows. Eating, and eating some more. Reading novels. Eating fruits with mom and dad at night. Making coffee.

I like this feeling.

But I also need something more to do. I need to find a use for alll this free time that I have. I want to have a busy day. A busy, fun, day. There's nothing much to do here, but. =\

I came across this:

"And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music."
Friedrich Nietzsche

Whattay thing to say. iLove.

I have to start studying from the 15th. Approx. for my exams.

I have changed. I know it. I can feel it. I don’t know what changed me, but something did. And its not so bad. =]

Tuesday, July 5, 2011


Hello I'm back. Again. So. I'm using my Windows Live Writer after so long. I love writing on this. Today is such a lazy day. One of many, that are yet to come. But I intend to change this. I intend to change this lazy sleepy routine of mine, where I do nothing all day except lie down, watch TV shows, and eat, and sleep.

I wanted to have coffee today, but then I didn’t. I don’t know why. I want winters back. Hmph. Okay. I HATE Chinese movies. They’re so fake. And all they do is their fake fighting. And fake weird accent. And fake-ness.  They’re so harsh. Blekh.

I’d like to spend a year abroad. I’d like to work. I’d like for it to be rainy all the time. I’d like to walk, walk, and walk all day. In streets. Wet streets.

When will that happen? =[

The lights just went out. Abhi to aayi thi. –.-

s1 and s2 want me to make popcorns. They’re watching Vampire Diaries. I want to watch something else. You know what I want to watch? I want to watch a looooooooooong Period Drama. I will look for one when the light comes. I love that era. It was so fancy =D .

I have seen lately, that there is way too much hate in the world. People hate everything and everyone. Too easily. I mean. CALM DOWN people. Give everybody a chance. =\

Okay. Time for you to learn something new:

Onychotillomaniac – Is someone who is always picking on his\her nails. (i.e. Me)

We’re listening to s2’s crazy voice clips that she sent me one day when I was in the hostel. LOL. But obviously that’s not funny to you so okayokayokay.

Okaybye. Open-mouthed smile

p.s I love s2 and my next post will be about her. <3

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Lazy days.

Hello im home.
Ive realized that whenever Im home, all i talk about, is being home, and how awesome it is to be home. So i think, enough of that yknow. So okay.
Mom and s1 made Pasta today. For the first time. It was YUMMAY! And then we watched the Wimbledon final between Djokovic (is that the spelling? Kinda twisted isn't it?) and Nadal. I was anti-Nadal. Nadal is funny. I mean, I don't hate him. But whatever. Federer is THE man. Totally.

I just had fruits. Mango and plums and leechi. I love this combo. Cherries were missing though. Me and s2 have been watching The Mentalist lately. Since yesterday, i.e. I like it. Although its totally like Sherlock Holmes. But i like it. Im also going to try out this new show called Lie to Me.
Body language and human behaviour fascinates me.
I'd like to read, and know all about it. That would be cool.
s1 wants her laptop right now. I want to stay up all night, and be online for hours and hours. That'd feel like summers. Vacations.
It feels like that right now too, but not too much. Whatever.

Can't believe im totally FREE. No tests, nothing.
This is the start of my Lazy days. I woke up at 2 pm.
Okay bye. :D
More later. Soon.